The search is for a love which is far above lust. I agree, it is very difficult to think this in this Kalyug, but my mind says that even today there is such a love, such a feeling which is filled with emotions above the body, and I am living with all this, which has been inside me for many years. The way my eyes search all the time, I couldn’t find it with my eyes but I don’t know why the fragrance has spread in the air like Gulgishi. Whenever I close my eyes, I feel as if he is always around me, so the wait is very long. But the joy is that even after so many years, in the thrall of time, that wait is still in bloom in some way, and its fragrance is scattered inside me. That love in which you just look at it without touching it and stay there, stay there. As if nothing is needed after that. Just feel like stopping there. A love in which one wants to just keep looking at that person with the eyes, such a sacred feeling that is felt for someone from the depths of the heart. And it is meant only for him, it is a bit difficult to find him in this dark Kaliyuga, but it is not impossible either. Why because this is such a sweet fruit that will take many years to ripen, because such a feeling comes to a person’s mind only when he has gone through all these truths. When he comes to know what is the real meaning of love, what is its feeling, how can it be felt, whether it is true or not, if the thought is in your mind then it is definitely present somewhere in this universe in this world. living will. And as long as you have this trust, it is alive, a love that is full of consideration beyond lust. Even after understanding so much, it seems that perhaps, I could not explain it. The limits of love are beyond everyone’s imagination, the one who understands it sets out in search of it. And he doesn’t stop until he finds the one, and you know when you set out in search of such love, your faith in him becomes so strong time after time. That no matter how much time passes, no matter how many years pass, the feeling of love never fades, how strange isn’t it that there has been a love inside you for years Even if it does not pass, the feeling of love never fades, how strange is it, that there is such an unlimited love inside you for years which you have never lived in reality, just by feeling it on one side, you become so happy and maybe That’s the thing that tells us that when it happens on two sides, then only how different it will be, how it will be… Just looking at someone with your eyes without touching them, and trying to see them to your heart’s content, but still you know Your heart will never be filled, how strange how a person becomes the most beautiful person in the world for you, but no matter who he is because his feelings for you are so pure and true that every day becomes more beautiful and more special for you. It makes you such a precious thing that has no end, there will be problems in life but as soon as it appears, every problem seems less to you, because that love is that joy, it fills you with such enthusiasm to live. There is no end to it, an excitement that is with you both before and with his arrival. First it is inside you and then one day it will be in front of you in real form. People like me live this moment every day, and a small smile comes to their face just thinking about how you will feel when they find that love of theirs. And to tell the truth, there is no end, perhaps that is why we do not know when this desire will be fulfilled, but the desire to achieve it increases with time, so much so that it is the pure love which is formless now and in the future, it will have a tangible form. Its beauty can be appreciated only by the one who knows how to live in it like me….✍️

what is day dreaming
It is something that you feel something from inside, and it is not in front of you, then you feel it, and just go on doing it, you do not take any special time for it. Like it has become an integral part of your life. What you have so far only felt, neither seen nor touched, then you start waiting for it. Everyday everyday. No one has promised you, no one has come and assured you that you will get it. But still you search for that thing every day everywhere. Every time you wake up, it comes to your mind that maybe today is the day I will get that thing. As you step out of your house, wherever you go, every thing you think, maybe today or now that thing will come to the fore. You work, you talk to people, you do whatever you’re supposed to do. But deep inside, in some corner of the heart and mind, that thing always remains alive. Don’t know from where with an unwavering faith always keeps alive inside you. No matter how bad it gets, nothing else lets it happen and always keeps it that way. He gets hurt at many stages of life, and sometimes it breaks even against his will, but he gets back, we associate everything that happens with us, good or bad, to him. Well, I feel like we’re getting closer to that, and if something bad happens, or something really bad happens, that breaks me inside. So the same faith and the same voice tells us, maybe all these things prepare us for that. Because just think about the one whom we haven’t seen, haven’t heard, don’t know from where in our heart and mind, it is always alive. and somewhere we smile thinking about it alone. We feel that dream, how will I feel when it comes true. The more we panic. We cannot tolerate even the slightest touch on him, don’t know what is it that keeps him alive inside us all the time. Her innocence, her beauty never change with her. Stays exactly the same, I hope you stay alive inside me forever and when he comes in front of me we can tell him, how much we have waited for him and how much we have never stopped waiting for him even after so many storms. You are the link that used to connect my heart with my mind. he one who always kept me attached to you and never let me separate…✍️