A heart beats for a mysterious soul, A stranger, yet her love’s goal. Unseen, unheard, but deeply felt, She believes in him, her heart’s relentless melt.
In moonlit nights, she whispers low, ‘Take care of yourself, wherever you go.’ A daily prayer, a heartfelt sigh, For the one she’s yet to meet, but can’t deny.
She dreams of eyes that mirror her own, A smile that lights up her unknown. A gentle touch, a loving embrace, A connection that time and space won’t erase.
Though distant, she feels him near, A cosmic bond, her soul holds dear. She trusts the universe’s grand plan, To bring them together, hand in hand.
One day, their paths will cross, she’ll see, The face she’s envisioned, meant to be. Until then, she’ll hold on tight To the love she feels, like a guiding light.”
A journey of self-discovery, trust, and the power of believing in your worth
In the midst of a world that celebrates instant gratification, waiting for the right person to enter your life can feel like an eternity. The days turn into weeks, weeks into months, and months into years. Yet, you hold on to the spark within, refusing to let it fade.
The journey is not without its challenges. People may come and go, attempting to break your trust and shatter your hopes. Fear and doubt creep in, making you question your worth. But still, you persevere, fueled by the belief that someone out there will understand and value your true self.
As time passes, you may find yourself withdrawing, hesitant to share your feelings or trust others. The silence becomes a shield, protecting your heart from potential hurt. Yet, in this quietness, you discover your own strength and resilience.
Remember, the wait is not in vain. It’s a testament to your courage and determination to settle for nothing less than what you deserve. When the time is right, the universe will conspire to bring you together with the person who will cherish and honor your worth.
*Takeaway:* Don’t lose faith in the power of waiting. Your patience and trust will be rewarded, and the right person will come along, making every moment of solitude worth it.
A flower that has bloomed on those thorny hills, When the sunlight fell, my thoughts brightened. She is delicate and beautiful to look at, anyone would look at her and say what is your work here, she smiled and said, since I am here in this place, I am made for this only. I have got this beauty from this place, but there is so much of it that you cannot see it all but I am able to go.
The search is for a love which is far above lust. I agree, it is very difficult to think this in this Kalyug, but my mind says that even today there is such a love, such a feeling which is filled with emotions above the body, and I am living with all this, which has been inside me for many years. The way my eyes search all the time, I couldn’t find it with my eyes but I don’t know why the fragrance has spread in the air like Gulgishi. Whenever I close my eyes, I feel as if he is always around me, so the wait is very long. But the joy is that even after so many years, in the thrall of time, that wait is still in bloom in some way, and its fragrance is scattered inside me. That love in which you just look at it without touching it and stay there, stay there. As if nothing is needed after that. Just feel like stopping there. A love in which one wants to just keep looking at that person with the eyes, such a sacred feeling that is felt for someone from the depths of the heart. And it is meant only for him, it is a bit difficult to find him in this dark Kaliyuga, but it is not impossible either. Why because this is such a sweet fruit that will take many years to ripen, because such a feeling comes to a person’s mind only when he has gone through all these truths. When he comes to know what is the real meaning of love, what is its feeling, how can it be felt, whether it is true or not, if the thought is in your mind then it is definitely present somewhere in this universe in this world. living will. And as long as you have this trust, it is alive, a love that is full of consideration beyond lust. Even after understanding so much, it seems that perhaps, I could not explain it. The limits of love are beyond everyone’s imagination, the one who understands it sets out in search of it. And he doesn’t stop until he finds the one, and you know when you set out in search of such love, your faith in him becomes so strong time after time. That no matter how much time passes, no matter how many years pass, the feeling of love never fades, how strange isn’t it that there has been a love inside you for years Even if it does not pass, the feeling of love never fades, how strange is it, that there is such an unlimited love inside you for years which you have never lived in reality, just by feeling it on one side, you become so happy and maybe That’s the thing that tells us that when it happens on two sides, then only how different it will be, how it will be… Just looking at someone with your eyes without touching them, and trying to see them to your heart’s content, but still you know Your heart will never be filled, how strange how a person becomes the most beautiful person in the world for you, but no matter who he is because his feelings for you are so pure and true that every day becomes more beautiful and more special for you. It makes you such a precious thing that has no end, there will be problems in life but as soon as it appears, every problem seems less to you, because that love is that joy, it fills you with such enthusiasm to live. There is no end to it, an excitement that is with you both before and with his arrival. First it is inside you and then one day it will be in front of you in real form. People like me live this moment every day, and a small smile comes to their face just thinking about how you will feel when they find that love of theirs. And to tell the truth, there is no end, perhaps that is why we do not know when this desire will be fulfilled, but the desire to achieve it increases with time, so much so that it is the pure love which is formless now and in the future, it will have a tangible form. Its beauty can be appreciated only by the one who knows how to live in it like me….✍️
Two years ago, life took a turn that changed everything for me. I created my own world, away from my home, for reasons I could not explain. I felt restless, restless, restless, as if something was pulling me from there to here. I did not understand what was happening, it was hard to believe that life was giving me so much. My family gave me the greatest gift of all…… They gave me freedom, without asking anything, without expecting anything. They gave me the freedom to live the way I wanted. They gave me my life. Maybe it is hard to say, but easy to feel. My life is full of lotus flowers, my dreams, my hopes, everything….. everything is so beautiful. And there is one thing, one thought, that I always wait for. When my words will become reality, but one day something happened that made me leave everything behind and go back. I had to leave the world I had created and go back to my old life. But something happened…, something stopped me from leaving at the last moment. As if time was telling me that there was something left. I don’t know what my life wants from me, but today I want to make a promise to myself and my life. Now I will not just talk and think about things. I will act on every little thing of mine.I will go and give them shape. Now they will not be just words and thoughts, now they will be real. I trust all those feelings and sensations that I always feel inside me. I don’t know who he is, but whoever he is, he makes me feel like I am the most special girl in the world. He makes me feel like time is looking for me, sometimes pausing, sometimes moving, sometimes stopping, sometimes running. And the day he finds me, there will be magic. With him… So tell me are you ready… He is asking you. That magic…..✍️ ✨️
what is day dreaming It is something that you feel something from inside, and it is not in front of you, then you feel it, and just go on doing it, you do not take any special time for it. Like it has become an integral part of your life. What you have so far only felt, neither seen nor touched, then you start waiting for it. Everyday everyday. No one has promised you, no one has come and assured you that you will get it. But still you search for that thing every day everywhere. Every time you wake up, it comes to your mind that maybe today is the day I will get that thing. As you step out of your house, wherever you go, every thing you think, maybe today or now that thing will come to the fore. You work, you talk to people, you do whatever you’re supposed to do. But deep inside, in some corner of the heart and mind, that thing always remains alive. Don’t know from where with an unwavering faith always keeps alive inside you. No matter how bad it gets, nothing else lets it happen and always keeps it that way. He gets hurt at many stages of life, and sometimes it breaks even against his will, but he gets back, we associate everything that happens with us, good or bad, to him. Well, I feel like we’re getting closer to that, and if something bad happens, or something really bad happens, that breaks me inside. So the same faith and the same voice tells us, maybe all these things prepare us for that. Because just think about the one whom we haven’t seen, haven’t heard, don’t know from where in our heart and mind, it is always alive. and somewhere we smile thinking about it alone. We feel that dream, how will I feel when it comes true. The more we panic. We cannot tolerate even the slightest touch on him, don’t know what is it that keeps him alive inside us all the time. Her innocence, her beauty never change with her. Stays exactly the same, I hope you stay alive inside me forever and when he comes in front of me we can tell him, how much we have waited for him and how much we have never stopped waiting for him even after so many storms. You are the link that used to connect my heart with my mind. he one who always kept me attached to you and never let me separate…✍️
Somewhere in our lives something happens that makes us feel like who we are, how we are, or why we are who we are. Earlier I used to feel that I can do everything, everything is under my control. But as our life progresses, we start to feel our limitations. Well, many times we cannot do anything even if we want to, and the experience we feel after that is called helplessness. When did I feel this? It was a matter of those days when it was very cold, I used to go for a walk with my mother every day after dinner. We were just coming for a walk as usual when suddenly a small puppy came at my feet. As if he was telling me to take me with him, I did not understand how suddenly he came in the middle of the road, it was dark there, so I could not see what was his condition after all. Even before this I had found a bird, which I had brought to my house and after a few days it was gone, with God I thought maybe I would be able to help it. I picked her up I was feeling something wet in my hands, I didn’t pay attention to that and I was taking her home. I was happy thinking that I would take care of her and cure her. Where I was being brought from there, I could see a place on the way, it seemed that someone has kept it there and the people around there take care of it. When I was bringing her home and I was telling her that you will be fine I will take care of you you will be fine soon. As soon as I turned on the light of her house, I saw that her condition was very bad, both her back legs were crushed by a truck, insects were roaming all over her body. My parents refused to let me keep him at home saying we would not be able to take care of him. We won’t be able to handle it, you go to your office, won’t be able to take care of it. His condition was not at all manageable. I didn’t want to leave her back. From where I had brought him. I was apologizing to him in my heart, that please forgive me, I cannot do anything for you. That day I realized how small I am. How helpless I am to not leave you back from me knowing that she needs help. He was very young, very young. While picking her up, my sweater got filled with blood and I left her there and came. I was crying a lot because I never felt so small and helpless, and on the same day I also realized how big God is. Who takes care of this whole creation and the whole world, we do not know who is suffering or needs any help in that corner of this world. But they know everything and definitely come to help in one way or the other. That’s why he is called God, because he is not helpless towards us. Then the next day when I went for a walk again, he did not show me. I don’t know where he went, what happened to him. I still think about him. It’s been 3 years since then, but her face still flashes in front of my eyes, and makes me feel small. That day I probably asked for this and made a promise to myself that I would not be anything else. But I will never be so helpless in life that I cannot help anyone even if I want to…..✍️
When we are young we are as delicate as a flower🌹, we have no knowledge of this outside world, our dreams… our thoughts are like clear water, like that rising sun, its sweet its sweetness, Sunshine, our thoughts, our dreams are just like a delicate flower when it is not in full bloom, it is just a bud, which has not yet seen the change of season, nor has it suffered. He is just dreaming of blooming, enjoying the joy of a new dawn. Our dreams, our thoughts, our thoughts are all exactly like this, from the delicate to the innocent And very dear. Some people who don’t know what the truth is, we live our dreams beyond the world’s thinking. We prepare ourselves for that, work on ourselves no matter what’s going on outside. Want to know what someone thinks We just work on ourselves want to learn and want to learn more. So that whatever is our dream, our thinking is our desire. Let us prepare ourselves when their time comes. So that we can tell him that we are worthy of you, we will take you with us and move on. We keep trying, we keep learning. We lose many times but we never feel bad. Because we have a hope in our mind, just like that delicate flower, that everything will be fine, no matter how long it is taking, or how much trouble we are having in the midst of this moment. In the midst of this time, how many times we have killed our mind, we do not think. We face everything with just a sweet smile, we never feel bad while seeing everything. Never regret why we don’t have it. Because we have a belief in our mind, that day will surely come. We do not stop. We get lost in the middle but after listening to the call of our heart, we come back. We go on doing it. We just keep on carrying that belief inside us. But then there comes a time when the wait seems long. But we don’t complain even then, because time was never our problem, because our faith was so great. That day will surely come. Whatever I want, or whatever I am waiting for, I will definitely get it. He is somewhere. Made for me. Seasons change, but he knows, he believes those days will come back. Is my dream, faith…..does flowers come back somewhere like that season and the sun, is it true. When such an old belief of your mind with the truth of life lasts, it definitely breaks somewhere, and does not just break…. We are not afraid even then we still try to make that flower bigger and stronger with a smile. Because that’s your job. But again I will say that time was never a problem, the trouble seems to be when your dream starts to seem like a dream. What you’ve been waiting for… Something pops up again in the mind that’s not a delicate flower Now it’s a prickly thorn with no fragrance… No color And that bite is a whiff of doubt Of a skeptic who tells you this, it may never come true. All this is not at all what you were living with for so many years, that means the flower that you were raising for so many years, saving it from every trouble from every season, teaching it to live in every season. Because he was waiting for a season that belongs to him. For whom he is made, in which he will be able to show himself completely by feeding, his love will be able to spread its fragrance. But what if there is such a season, not even….. will you not be able to bear it now. One spends whole life in search of one love. Searches for him, and while looking for him I never regret that he was alone. Because thinking of that day, he smiles absolutely every day, every year goes on completing it. But what if he comes to know that such a thing does not happen in this world and even if it does happen. So it is only with you for a short time, and that too in such a way that you cannot call it yours. So tell me should I accept it. Should I believe that the dream with which I was living with the innocent flower for so long was making myself. I will never get that thing because it is not there. And wait but if the wait will ever end, what if I consider this wait as the season for which I am made. Or a never coming true dream, the innocent little flower is still trying to bloom🥀. Know when he will get that season of his. When it will spread its fragrance completely. The season and that flower will always be together, if it doesn’t happen, should I take it for granted? I would also like to see that this season which we call the truth of life, it supports this flower and spreads its fragrance all around or it grows the thorn. This is the bitter reality of life in which there is no place for such thoughts, such feelings or rather such flowers.
Just understand, it comes slowly, until the earnings are not your own, where does peace come…..Keep your head raised, you measure the sky, till you decide not to fly yourself, where does that pride come from…. These are the leaves of time, sir, here it is understood slowly…..
Keep your head raised, you measure the sky, till you decide not to fly yourself, where does that pride come from…. These are the leaves of time, sir, here it is understood slowly…..
Everyday you fight with yourself not with the times, then you shake hands with yourself after defeating like this, It is not a matter of victory or defeat, it is just the way of the times, the search for yourself is not a battle…… This is understood a little slowly.
Take your caravan every day with every little effort, you are alone to walk….. This understanding comes a little slowly.
Every effort doesn’t have to have a destination, sometimes the paths become more important than the destinations, those who learn and connect with you. ….✍️
It is a bird that is flying in open thoughts…… When it is clear that this season of my mind is filled, it is a high flight, whenever the storm comes, it is not afraid in life…. Don’t stop u from flying….. She knows how to make noise too, but i don’t know why she stays silent. She lives by my thoughts inside me. Despite being traumatized, she fills her flights completely… Yes, it has changed a bit now, no matter how dark it is, but it is the torch of my thoughts….
Yes, she sits tired, sometimes when there is a ruckus spreading in the mind, there is peace when I have a new flight in my mind again. This pen of mine moving with the ink of my thoughts is my pride…✍️
Inner Voice 